Still remember the girl which I mentioned very frequently in my previous blog? My audi friend and my real life best pal for the past half year. The one I called her “dear” always. This will be the last time I talk about her, because she and I are no longer friends. The reason? She lied to me, a very big lie.

Knew her in one midnight last year in an audi chat room, been so match in topic and hence we became friends, eventually met during this year’s Chinese new year, then turn into real life friend. We’ve been to so many occasions together, having fun, with lots of laughter. I treated her like my real sister, and I loved her.

I was told by her that she is 21 since the day I know her. The topic we’ve discussed, it’s all about adults. Nightlife, driving, the party WE have voted for the Malaysia’s general elections, Lim Kok Wing- the private university college she’s in, college life in Australia, everything. And I doubt nothing, because everything she said does make sense to me.

Then there comes a day which I felt bored and feel like going out for a drink, and one of my friends suggested me to ask her along, and thus I called her number. Her aunt answered the phone, start blaming me for bring her out until very late, and telling me that her result been deproved greatly, and ASKING ME WHETHER I KNOW SHE WILL BE SITTING FOR SPM THIS YEAR. (for your information, SPM is a government exam for Malaysian secondary 5 student, equivalent to O-level in Singapore) This question gave me a kns-ly big damn shock. So I answered “I thought she is 21 this year?” Then the reply to me was “she told you she’s 21? She has been lying a lot to me recently”

I do not take the words completely in the beginning as I thought it might be her aunt lying so that I will find her less. IT IS EITHER SHE OR HER AUNT IS LYING TO ME. I referred to her friendster profile again, and then only I realized it is still 18. I ignored the age page previously as I was told that was not her account actually, and she is going edit it in some time (when I first added her). Yes, I have no choice but to admit that I AM STUPID.

I saw her online in msn for once, nudged her and said “hey” to her, hoping that I will get a reasonable explanation from her. There was no reply from her. Fine. She always not replying when she’s audi-ing. Then I realized SHE REMOVED ME FROM HER BUDDY LIST IN AUDI. And this is the truth she gave me eventually. The reply was so obvious, isn’t it? So I left her a last message in her guild blog, and stopped contacting her, as what she requested for. I stopped seeing her online in msn, I been blocked by her I guess? And FYI, she gives no explanation to me until the moment I’m typing this, and this happened around a month ago. (now I wonder why am I keep giving her chance to save our relationship..) And this is the decision I have to make in the end :: she and I = FULL STOP.

I keep watching for what she did recently, as I still can’t get over her yet. And now she is trying to organize a large scale competition for Malaysian audi-ers. Refer to this link, a forum thread which she admitted she’s sitting for SPM this year (means she’s 17):

http://forums.playpark.net/showthread.php?t=436410

She is the thread setter, and the organizer. I will still follow up, will attend but will not participate in the competition, regardless of my noobness in playing audi games, as I have lost confidence towards the organizer, who has been BAD IN REPUTATION from what I’ve seen. If you are going, feel free to join. I WILL NOT STOP YOU FROM WINNING THE ATTRACTING, VERY BIG PRIZE. Do not get disturbed for what I said here, if you think I’m a malicious defamator.

A friend of mine was trying to persuade me that this is not completely her fault in this incident. Oh well, IT IS MY FAULT to TRUST IN HER, TREAT HER GOOD. Then who should I blame? Myself? Oh yea, ME, I and MYSELF.

I’m not sure I am doing the right thing to post this out in my blog, which seems that I was trying to spoil her name. But if you are close enough to me, and know me well, then you should very well that I’m NOT that kind of person who simply say anything to defame someone, this is just not my style.

And if any friend of her happened to be here and read this, or pass by her, and going to tell her about this, PLEASE DO NOT DO SO. I WISH NOT to have any relation with her anymore, neither be in contact as friend, nor enemy.I WANT PEACE! And if you happened to be her supporter, and planed to fight against me for her, because SHE’S TRUST WORTHY, then go ahead, but I will not entertain you for sure. Soon you will know whether I’m the one who making the defamation here, or not.

For those audi-er who wish to know her ign, she’s –babyDEE—now (something like that), previously known as –NkZ-Sheenn. Kaykay is how I used to called her usually.

This is just a piece of advice. If you find me annoying, irritating, just refer to the previous paragraph, ignore me, or just CLOSE THIS PAGE. Thank you for your kind co-operations. =) Do not blame me for not warning you if she does the same to you.

Also, here to declare that,

ANYTHING SHE DOES IN THE FUTURE HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME.

I loveD you, for once, and you ruined it.

Good bye, my “dear”