GLoomy June..
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
This is a gloomy season where everyone seems down, and bothered by unwanted problem which do not turn out in the way they are expected to be.
The time I been in audi was now much lesser than ever, not more than 5 hours in a week I guess. No friends, got stuck in level 19 license – arghh~ I’m such a noob! Spend most of my time slacking in the forum I mentioned previously. Guess I won’t hard selling it anymore. I know I do not have such a big influence to make people come join or drag people to come or what. Anyway, dear Leost, glad you’re here and gave me a tag there, though I know you will not be an active one. Thanks~ =)
Then I got stuck in some emotional issues. Some illusion appeared in my mind that makes me feel so suffer and been struggling to make the decision, though I wish to drag it until I can see it more clearly. I know I would be able to put these to the end, however, the feeling towards some facts that I realized since long time ago is now stronger.
Sigh~ another choice to be made.
Compared to others, my problem is obviously less significant to those they are facing.
The one I worry the most was one of my audi dear, char char.
I read her blog, it do not seems she is right, and yet I do not know what happen to her. There are already 2 emo post in her blog. According to my understanding, she feels that she was unwanted by the others, and no one realizes her existence. Hope that this is my wrong guess.
Dear Char,
You are always my beloved dear. No matter what happened, though I’m 5 hours away from you, I’m always here. Feel free to talk to me whenever you needed, remember, YOU ARE MY DEAR~ I miss you and will always love you, and I never wish to see you in sad mood.
The second one, was someone I knew recently. He setup a company, and now facing many problem, not only externally, but also internally from his staff. Well, it is always troublesome to ask someone who is close to you to work for you, where you can’t be strict, can’t be frank and whatever you do you have to consider about how they would feel.
I was sitting there in mamak stall with him, listening to his complaints and whines and yet can do nothing to help him out. Sorry pal, it was beyond my ability and all I able to do was just listen, and listen, and listen. And may be, joke a little to cheer you up?
Just be strong and stay cheer~ =)
Every successful businessman went through these also.
It would be better if you take it as a learning process instead of something that makes you regret, isn’t it?
I’ll always be the woman behind the “successful” man~
LMSAO~ =x
cheerZ and I luv ya~
Lastly, dear Jackie, sorry for inverting our position which now you have become the one who listening to my whines. And thanks for being with the problematic me all the time. Glad to have you by my side. Same to dearie kaykay.
Luv ya all~ muax muax~
I would still hide in the gamuser forum and the new game joyxy, something similar to maple, but with different story and characters. So if you are missing me, look for 你抽的烟 in the forum, that’s my user ID in the forum.
Will try my best to update my blog more often. =)
