-FreeDoM-ETa
Saturday, February 16, 2008
-1- -FreeDoM-
This was my 2nd in audition, for the past 12 levels. For those who do not know me before this, my 1st IGN was waiwai6017180, as you would be familiar with the series of numbers. That was my old mobile phone numbers, which spent my 1 month salary when I was still 18, and end up stolen by a friend of mine, though I have no proof on that.
I guess the main reason that I was still a –FreeDoM-er now would be that they were my 1st bunch of good friends who taught me a lot in audi, and I felt reluctant to leave them even after a very long time they missing in action. I do appreciates the friendships between us, and always hoping for their returning—even a little gathering will do.
However, things do not happened as how we wanted to. I was once a loner in free channel, when I 1st leveled into freedom, as I was told that they are not going to level beyond novice. And I was glad that I got accompanied by a lovely pro girl, thanks to KAJI_witch aka Melissa, you help me past my hard time in audi. ^^
There were always the time where I was called “freedom”, and I hate that. But what to do? People thought that the “-FreeDoM-“ in my IGN was part of my creation. No one knows that was a guild, even I myself can’t be sure that it was a guild. Of often, my answer to people question “-FreeDoM- is a guild?” was “not really, it’s more to a bunch of good friends.”
Then there was the time when I saw a lot of guild fight thingy in audi, mega battle among guilds, and guild bullies, which makes me have the thought of staying out of any guild, as which ever guild would have the possibility to get involved in the guild fights.
Anyway, the real reasons that I stayed in –FreeDoM-, that I thought, were :
1. I was not ready to leave –FreeDoM- .. I still love them. Though there were just 5 of us, and half of them vanished for some times – 1 indulged in RO, 1 working, 1 is friend of the RO-addict, 1 uses another account, and 1 is me.
2. Don’t feel like involve in any guild – do not want to got involved in any guild fight, or to cause any guild fight (I will feel guilty for making other people having fight because of me).
3. Don’t feel like being other people’s dog, if you were to observe in audi, members of some guilds are to absolutely obey the guild leader’s order.. Please excuse me if I did interpreted it in the wrong way..
4. The truth among all reasons :: I WAS NOT QUALIFY FOR ANY GUILD.. lolx.. (don’t say that I’m noob cause I knew it very well).
-2- ETa
Eta is a small letter Greek alphabet, η. Do refer to your dictionary’s appendix or microsoft’s character map. A science study will be able to meet this symbol quite frequently, it represents viscosity of a liquid, or intrinsic impedance (electromagnetic theory), or power efficiency. Ignored these scientific terms if you can’t comprehend them. For more descriptions, feel free to visit to wikipedia :: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eta_(letter) .
I’ve chosen this because its pronunciation sound nice, and my handwriting for this symbol was the best.. (well, I wrote gamma γ better, but it doesn’t sound nice.. hehe.. XP )
Simple and easy. Isn’t it?
-3- Next IGN
To leave or not to leave. Had been discuss with the only remainder other than me previously, and he agreed with my plan. But still not sure what would be the next IGN, thought of remain the same nick by only removing –FreeDoM- :: ***Eta***, or to get a totally different IGN. There were few ideas in my mind :: FallenAngel ( my recent psychological status ), or SmoKie ( from a song I like—你抽的烟 /the cigarette you smoke).
Must have it decided soon. Sick of let people calling me “freedom”, and bored of seeing non—FreeDoM-er using freedom IGN in audi. Just wanna get myself out of it.
Friends, help me with the decision? Post it in comment.^^
p/s :: I wonder why is this bothering me.. Been into some weird thought recently, forgive me if I did offended you. <33
And pals, sorry for the late update.. >_<
